#131

Been basically slaving away in Macao, sleeping 4 - 5 hours sleep every night. Trying to get the collection done, while simultaneously wanting to destroy it completely.

Despite the tiredness, I am still a jealous person. And hearing Ana getting into the RCA MA program brings the usual mixture of happiness and jealousy that I experience whenever I hear something good happening to someone else.

Its childish, silly, and selfish to think this way and it leads to try and find time in my busy day to google 'I am a jealous person'

#130

Asian parents are so weird. The family on the boat from HK to Macao - If the kid supposedly behaved badly, the father would threaten to throw the misbehaving 5 year old overboard. The kid, not traumatized, would simply respond ,'no please.'

To my delight, soon enough the kid, learned from his father, and threatened to throw him overboard.

#129

On cathay pacific airlines. Business and first class get shoulder and belt straps. There is something wrong with that.

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#128

Need to know the line between being a good friend and being taken advantage from.

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#127

Construction

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#126

Demolition

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#125

When I watch gay porn, I am fascinated by the last 15 seconds of the clips. Like me, after the organism, all the build up to a pointless high has subsided and the job is over for the actors on screen. Their last minutes on set are usually captured and published with the faults of bad editing and filming.

I have seen awkward sets where they walk away from each other as soon as its over, and I have seen passionate kissing, and also non passionate but polite and courtesy kisses.

I suppose its a lot like a one night stand. After the hype is over, we are left with the reality san innate sexual drive and all our fears, doubts, and thoughts are left to disturb us.

#124

Its weird when people tell me to comment on their facebook status when we are on the phone. Its also weird when people tell me to tell them certain information on facebook again, when I just told them in person.

Its like if it didn't happen on facebook, it didn't happen at all.

#123

The tension of 6 weeks before finishing a collection is unbearable. The only thing that might compare is the stress of 5 weeks before the collection is due.

My brain is up in the clouds. I have locked myself out of my flat again. I have wanted to get coke only to be surprised to find some in the fridge when i actually bought it half an hour ago...

Where is my mind?

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#122

The lady that spoke loudly to the waitress behind me in the quiet Japanese restaurant, 'Its terrible what happened to Japan huh? The hurricane is terrible!'