Quick Ones
A space for short posts that comments on anything that happens during the day, be it movies, music, design, art, pubs, clubs, friends, enemies, lovers, the weather, fashion... Because it is all of these little things collectively that will make up our lives. And all of it should be noted.
Thursday 8 March 2012
Friday 13 January 2012
#139
Did not get I-D today for booze. They said they would check anyone under the age of 25... I am only 27...
Friday 6 January 2012
Sunday 1 January 2012
Friday 1 July 2011
#136
The thing about going to the gay bar/event is that unless you aren't gay, or in a monogamous relationship, you are more likely than not out for tail(s). Despite myself belonging to the latter category, I still enjoy my sceneries.
However, what I am starting to notice is that more and more, when I see someone I find attractive, as in drop dead hot in my personal and unique definition, I feel only a mixture of shame and self loath.
How would a person like me ever EVER get with a person like that?
Its not that my type is particularly attractive, but they are definitely somewhat of a niche market. And although called often a pessimist in my circles, I still strongly acknowledge my keen self awareness. It is not delusional to believe even if single, I would never be with him, that guy, or even him. It is also not self fulfilling nor fatalistic, but rather a reality in which I am aware of and silently accept.
My mates think everyone in the bar feels like that, but me think we are just an unfortunately unattractive bunch.
Saturday 14 May 2011
#135
With the weather. And a first submission of the collection. And my parents here, London almost seem bearable ...
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Saturday 7 May 2011
#134
Having kin around has been slightly difficult. Watching dirty socks on dirty floors didn't encourage me to clean the house. And I built a resentment to be assumed the cleaner. But in reality I think he doesn't expect me to clean it but can actually live in such a mess. Only I can't stand it...
Shoes are progressing... slowly and surely.
Had a line up couple of days ago. Felt rubbish about the work but the teachers seemed to like it... so that gave me some confidence. But its confidence that quickly faded as I start thinking maybe they just really realise there is not much I can do to change it...
Shoes are progressing... slowly and surely.
Had a line up couple of days ago. Felt rubbish about the work but the teachers seemed to like it... so that gave me some confidence. But its confidence that quickly faded as I start thinking maybe they just really realise there is not much I can do to change it...
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