#85

The extent of evil from my brain surpass and surprise even myself. When I tried to call Dirk and he didn't pick up.

My paranoid worry rat self would get thoughts like,' Oh no, maybe he had an heart attack."

And then suddenly out of nowhere I guess my evil / stressed self would think ,'Oh, maybe then I can have a reason why my work sucks... so I can give a sob story to my teachers...'